CAN I JUST HAVE A BOYFRIEND!!!!!!!!!!!!

× × ugh × done with dating DONE DONE DONE × 2012

God, when boys make plans with me and then ditch me its so annoying!!! How many times can this happen in one week urgh sometimes I swear I am so done

× × but yet i keep going back × fucking hopeless × 2012 × personal × boys

Push off like don’t even pretend we are friends after unfriending me off Facebook and keeping my family because clearly you hate me. All I want is for this bullshit to be over so crazy bitches can stop destroying my belongings and I can get on with my life.

× × personal × fucking crazy bitches srsly × 2012

I CAN’T EVEN BLOG ABOUT YOU BECAUSE YOU READ THIS UGH
I THINK ILU BUt get oUT

× × you seemed like such a wank but now you seem fairly decent × personal × boys × 2012

So I’ll be honest, I’m really sick of people constantly changing plans on me - if you don’t want to hang out then just say so. Rejection isn’t my thing and if I get myself excited to see you and you cancel at the last second, there’s a big chance that I’m going to be pretty hesitant to make plans with you again.

× × seriously guys × 2012 × personal

It’s like every night guys hit on me, which is perfect really because then I get paid. But so many do it outside the club that I’m getting a little tired of it after just a while. Or maybe I’m just tired.
Hopefully a few days off will help me feel better and more alive.

× × personal × work × 2012
  • Being excessively thirsty
  • Passing more urine
  • Feeling tired and lethargic
  • Always feeling hungry
  • Having cuts that heal slowly
  • Itching, skin infections
  • Blurred vision
  • Unexplained weight loss/gain
  • Mood swings
  • Headaches
  • Feeling dizzy
  • Leg cramps.

I have way too many of these for it to just be nothing and I can’t stop thinking about it.

× 1 × personal × health × 2012
  • Him: I MUST WIN EVERYTHING!
  • Me: Win me.
  • Him: I've already won you.
  • Me: Pff, have you?
  • Him: Of course.
× 1 × okay out of my head now × stop being right × Cam × personal × 2012

how about… you just fuck right off.

× 1 × personal × 2012

I’ll get over this but first I have to get off the Internet

× × and dispose of a shirt idk I will give it to someone × personal × 2012

for a minute there I almost forgot how much I hate you

phew, that was close

× 1 × about you × 2012

I reblog a heap of semi-miserable stuff on here but I was just thinking and lately I’ve been so happy and fulfilled and everything is going swell life is perf can I just stay here in Bangkok forever? and maybe bring over the people I love and miss to hang out and just be happy?

don’t wanna go home and deal with work and bitches and drama but I do wanna go see Cam cause I miss him and miss kissing/cuddling him soooo much

× 1 × life × personal × 2012 × travel 2k12 × life is perf I love it

Okay both my British babes have left me now, and I still have ten more days until I see Mark again. Thank god for last night, is all I can say.

× 1 × at my house I want a rooftop just for kissing × travel 2k12 × life × boys × Mark × Leo × 2012

I am just so exhausted after yesterday and last night and today I could honestly sleep for a whole day BUT I need to email Mark so wah waking up is needed

× × personal × life × 2012 × Mark

Lately I haven’t had a lot of food or sleep, because I just don’t feel hungry or tired. Like, at all. I eat in the late afternoon because I know I’m supposed to, but really I have no appetite for whatever I put in my mouth. When I’m in bed I just lie awake or talk to Cam before he eats dinner and even though it’s 3 am now I don’t feel the slightest bit tired.
It’s getting kind of weird.

× 1 × personal × life × 2012 × actually no clue why this is going on